A spark

How do you get back to feeling these women ?

After all of the times you were defeated and finished ?

After you gave your all, and answered every call?

How do you keep it playa and still try to be involved with attempting to court and get to know these souls who have no intention of attempting to grow old ?

Even when you try and be the good guy ?

But everytime you let your feelings fly they get disregarded and you don’t know the reasons why . And now it’s to the point where you can’t even feel and you just trying to will yourself into something that’s real . And will it ever happen? I’m not so sure but we all hope for feelings of smiling ear to ear and trusting someone’s daughter with no fear of looking like a clown out here . If you have the answers please me know because we all looking for someone to nurture and grow with together but women feelings change just like the weather and you can only be respected if you having some cheddar. But please help me get back to liking and hoping things go right because I mean who’s trying to be single for the rest of their life .