Exposition !

You know women are like the place you always wanted to go when you were younger . You always had this idea of them be cause you would see what the images were when you are growing and be like “yeah that’s lit “ but then actually get there and deal with all the tedious things about the greatest things in life . The things nobody like to do even though the places they loved looked amazing . The food is high , the walks are long , the sun is unbearable and the lines are just crazy . But you still have to put up with it just to enjoy those things that’s you love about the greatest place ever . Whether it’s a football game . Or an amusement park or an aquarium . We all have those tedious things that we have to do in order to love one unconditionally like we do these places man . Because the end goal intrinsically is so amazing . You get a spark when even thinking you have a lady that’s into you the way you’re into them . So take a love for the tedious things like courting which shouldn’t be tedious as the walk because you are naturally walking . Naturally courting in every experience helps you get to know your spouses . Wait your turn for whoever that you are into . It’ll be your turn to strut your stuff soon enough . When it’s your turn don’t blow it getting caught up in the the things that do not matter that could blow your only day at the greatest place ever in your mind . The falcons are finally about to win in the new Mercedes-Benz stadium and are you going to let other spectators ruin that ? No enjoy women for yourself in this same capacity because we are not meant to have the same interactions as anybody else . I recall seeing kids getting food from the amusement parks’ various restaurants and get upset you know my momma packed lunches before we went to the greatest places evers in my day ,and I would make lunches for my children’s greatest places ever visits also . This how you have to experience women . Have your version of the greatest time ever you can have with them romantically and it should work out for you . I don’t attempt to be anybody else to anybody else’s standards, and that is totally fine. I’m going to spend my money on the women I wanna spend the rest of my days with and work and try for that . Lol I got off topic but yeah have the best version of your best day with women when dealing with them trying to win them over . Those things you wait out in the rain for and all of those things that you will lose sleep for imagine having that same energy with women . Like the world would be so much a doper space man . Cuz then now they not trying to blow their chances at the greatest thing ever . niggas is cool at this point. all guys are doing everything in their power to make sure their perfect experience at their greatest days ever (Encounters with women ((daily encounters we all have platonically, romantically, or professionally))) doesn’t get ruined . That’s what kinds of keeps me on track because some days I fall short of it because I’m human and I lash out from my privilege and I’m trying to be better . I’m just attempting to show guys how to become better like me you know . The same steps I take. I learned in my class that black men are labeled to being only performers and treated as such so they don’t know how to do nothing but perform and I’m trying learn how to do more than perform I wanna learn how to love man . Just love you like I love my dawg or these shoes things niggas fight and bust their ass for like and we all partially there because we snap about our sisters and mothers and cousins and daughters and so forth wives to the brothers that’s married but imagine extending that love and connection to every woman regardless of wanting intercourses or systematic definitions of attractiveness because shid I’m dark 280 and I can get fly yes but statistically they say I’m ugly Lol but I have to say I gotta work 10x as harder in every other area of being an attractive man you know straight teeth, decent chicken, can cook, dress even though I’m in between houses and cars( they just freaking towed my car from in front of my crib in NYE and my dad just kicked me out of the house so I had to edit this part in since I’m sleeping on the floor right now Lol I’m broke right now but it’s cool watch this a couple posts after this imma show y’all how the Spirit wins everytime). To even make women think about me sweeping them off their feet I have to walk on thin ice And it’s fine cuz when I drop this weight imma be too much but that’s another story I just want the women who identify with my types of tabooed dimensions to be able to have the same types of privileges that “fine” women don’t get . I felt that frfr. Even though I gotta preference I’m seeing that all my big fines are fine too pussy be A1 money be lit same things I be wanting out these lil fines i don’t date anything either way because it never gets any way but it’s cool. i kinda got off tract here but it All comes back to no matter what treatment other people may get at the club or sporting events or anywhere we see on TV . We all have to enjoy the experience we have in front of us so it’s fine im at peace with a bunch of stuff i ain’t even ask God to deal in my life because I needed it all . My wife is going to love the fact y’all gave me the short end of the stick my whole life I swear Lol.