i mean whats the deal.

Man. Lol so im listening to girls need love by summer walker. We all know the song. and I feel her, but my thing is... I NEED LOVE. like not that I had to prove myself and be an extra different extraordinary level of exceptional to get it. Why can't somebody be head over heels for me? Like see me. Wants to do everything with me. See me and wants to be all over me and have a hard time keeping as cool as I be having? Why can't somebody see me and think "Man, this nigga AP just exactly what I am looking for, let me just fall for this nigga head first?" Like I be feeling like I am in a constant game of "Okay the ball is in you court, but you gotta score on 15 defenders, the refs, the fans, and sometimes my own inabilities." Like why? Lol I mean what is the point? If ?I gotta wow somebody into thinking I'm the coolest, do you really think I was the coolest, or is it conditional at best? Because I mean da kid the coolest even if I'm the only one knowing how I'm kicking this cool shit. Who knows. but At least I'm in a position to kick this cool shit. Some of yall niggas be so burnt out it aint even funny.