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We gotta new subscriber yall and welcome I’ll give y’all a poem to end the week off thanks for joining This journey with us! It’s apart of my next book The people’s poet Vol. 4. Therapy. In which two alter egos of my self the AP the world knows and loves and the simp only my LBs and a few women who played me dirty know. Lol long story short the simp becomes the main character in my novel and AP is still the people’s poet Lol. Shit is dope . This poem Is called Therapy Session 1.

Therapy session 1

I tried therapy ,

Because it was reccommended

For me .

Probably from a black Queen thru IG.

When I went ,

Let’s not talk about the money I spent .

Let’s just discuss it’s constructiveness

.

Well usefulness,

Because it was very useful .

I was able to sit and think about the things I went through .

The first question I can recall,

Was about the women I was privileged to be involved .

So I kind of took a long pause .

And I contemplate about the ones I could remember.

A couple saggiterrorists who was born mid December.

A couple of Virgos

A couple of Aquarius who were well …

You know.

A word for promiscuous women that rhymes with virgos .

Mr. 8arney asked me ,

Have I ever been in love with any of them ?

And I pondered even longer .

About the times I was sexing to the Sonder.

I couldn’t see the love like Stevie wonder .

So I had to tell him no for my answer .

But I replied with “ no sir , but I’ve been in hope, hope that some one would love me fasho. Not the dressed up love , called disrespect , because a bunch of times love is disguised as that. You know forgiveness and forbear. I need my bills paid , can you fix my hair?. I was In hope of that would get me to my end goal of forever . But it pushed me to this ontological state of never . Because I have never been in something reciprocated the way I gave , except maybe one time , but the love I gave was too immature , it was full of insecurity, full of ‘damn I want you more than you want me ‘ and that’s fucking scary , I just never ever felt the real thing . With partners who meet the criteria of getting the real thing. Because all due to respect mr. 8arney . Why would I love someone who loved the Bruhz ? Or fucked off so many times and was getting dubbed ? Just for you to run back to me ? I ain’t apart of the Avengers my G. Imma realist . And I’ve been super honest , but I’ve been treated worst than vomit . Then some how I got blamed for it all. When I had hopes of finishing it all. With damn near all of you if you ever got my time . But I guess that’s my fault too for being inclined to just be everything for you nothings. Thinking you on a high horse . But I’ve been rambling . I guess my answers no. Mr. 8arney times up damn I gotta go.”

Mr. 8arney said

“Enjoy ya day Mr. Pitts I’ll see you next week, you know I enjoy the times we get to meet. Because you not hurting you just need a person to talk all the things in yo brain to make it for certain. It’s cool my brother but see you next week. Leave ya money with the clerk and she’ll give you a receipt . “