Quarters .

Ya know people tend to say we are in the 4th quarter of things , but me I think I am in more like the second quarter and in over time all in the same game. Second quarter because I just aint wrote nothing but 4 books when I have about 65 to go Lol. The 4th quarter because I have already realized that I may be very well the greatest ever . Lol and how did I come to that conclusion without even winning or doing anything ? Is that cocky ? Or is that God ? I feel like it it’s more of the God than cocky . I learned that faith is only a mustard seed size . That just soothes my soul . Because my faith is about the size of a bonsai tree that is not domesticated by its attractive pot . My faith is blooming . Past the 9 inches tall that traditional bonsai tress grow . My faith takes me to a realm that only me and God can get to. This helped me learn about the world that we inhabit . you literally can be the only one who trusts what you have going on, want to win because of the intrinsic values of winning . Not the extrinsics that come with it . But just to simply say “Lord I have done your will, God I have pleased you through my own gifts that you have blessed me with. I have poured into so many cups that I have abundantly filled , and at this point I was able to fill so many other cups while filling up my own. Thank You Lord.” Thats my acceptance speech for me winning my Grammy , Oscar , Tony , Emmy and Any other award that goes with this type of work I am in. But this is also my acceptance award to my

nobel peace prize, and to all of the honorary degrees the world can give me because of this amazing beautiful life I have given myself despite no body else except a few people just expecting greatness out of me . I need to come here more often , but I tend not to write here when I’m in terrible moods, and I just been in a funk all 2021 . Thought it was the funnest funk ever. This is me declaring it is over. Though this funk has taught me about life . It is my turn to ya know ? Finally put my life’s research project on the trifold board , and presenting my Ode to The Lord to you all! If I miss then I can fall back and teach and do all the regular things niggas is doing now . But when I conquer like I always do , I just would love for you all to remember me in my regular steps of life . When a bulk of the world thought I was just partying my ass off and wasting my scholastic ability . When a bulk of my peers thought I was just wasting away. When my family thought they knew the answers to the questions that I only could ask God . When my friends who won before I could decided on the occupations they knew would set them up for life , and make them suitable mates for life’s most simple responsibility of Reporduction. it’s so hard to love me right now . And I get it . my job Doesn’t come with any benefits . Its hard to truly know if I mean the amazing things I say. to the women who have never heard me say anything amazing . That’s amazing in itself because I ain’t impose my will or flaunt my super powers for the sake of subjugation or exploitation. I just want to tell you all that I understand why y’all could let such a polished piece of Black Just get skipped over and picked over time and time again , but it’s fine . I have forgiven because I understand I chose this route. The path to be amazing isn’t such a easy one . Yeah I could’ve been an accountant and wake up and be super duper safe and super duper stable right now . But how authentic with my writing been then? How would I have known not to trust and love everything i think I COULD see my self putting a ring on? when would I have learn women and men are equally wicked ? One just shoots babies and the other birth them ? How would I learn that “Hey you can’t get yo feelings caught up and argue with these women they gone do whatever regardless?” this is why I did this. I could’ve done it all . But when would young men learn the proper way to be a Man . Without disrespecting but without accepting disrespect … gracefully because it’s a way to be graceful . Which is learned . I wanna say thank you man . I got about 19 subscribers on here and I probably talk To about 5 of them. But thanks because y’all get to see me in a raw lense . my palms itched when I was finna end this so we know what’s next . Checks on checks on checks .