Sakumo Hatake .
- Allen Pitts
- Nov 22, 2021
- 2 min read
I think I just wanna write on my blog to start my weeks off. God has constantly gave me a chance to see who I really am as a man . I am a man through and through . No excuses no nothing . I don’t hide or shy from My feelings or nothing . I was a man , been one for years, and growing into a very calculated and intentional
young man. I’m 26 now . And I feel like I’m 18 still . and it scares me to just see how much game I was having at the age of 18 but me being young and vulnerable caused me to think I ain’t know it all. I knew it all then. And now I ain’t ever shifting the stance on that. People be trying to emotionally guilt trip me . and it’s manipulation in its purest form. Set a parameter that you may not agree with . And when you don’t agree chastise you for not agreeing . That’s my life now . In all spaces . Fraternally, a nigga see how much my work has transcended. Emotionally I don’t think, move, do or act on emotions. I think logically so when shit hit the fan I can explain the logical thought process behind it . That’s 100% flawless and full proof way to live . You can’t explain or prove emotion . But I can prove logically why shit need to be ran how I tell it. Love is hindsight as of 11/21/2021. Because people can only see how unconditional my love is after they got some bullshit . I ain’t realize that now. People are going to be so sick about the way our interactions went whenever I get filthy fucking rich or die . Hopefully the prior rather than the latter, but regardless, the love will be out of their grasps. I want Love but slowly that shit don’t do nothing for me more and more everyday . Romantically, I’m just not feeling intimate any more yall . Because it’s always like this . If I fuck you for 3 hours the first time and 6 mins the next time , you are going to be unsatisfied. and being left unsatisfied makes people look for something than can satisfy . It’s human nature . But who knows what’s happening in the minds of the unsatisfied . Shit a spooky nuance at that point and I’m super afraid of it. which makes my intimate selfs energy run low because if I do for you Monday; can’t on Tuesday ; the unsatisfied mind will have you being some type of disloyal on Wednesday. And that’s real .


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