Summer Walker new shit

Damn, this new summer walker shit brought me here before it brought me to tears(ion be crying bout these women but I be damn near close cuz the disrespect just too much.) she said “what have you become matter of fact nawl that’s what you already been . She said I thought I was changing you and I can’t believe I praised you. like man this shit made me think about Camille, Cristha and Domm. this my blog so I can say yall name whoever reads it and just runs they mouth okay cool.

idc.

my thing is damn I prayed for y’all healings and when y’all got it we’ll domm idk if you healed from some shit but you gotta roster of new niggas that ain’t me so ill just say you coping really well Lol. But y’something else individually. Cristha you sumn else for making me the Villain. Let’s start there . We both have equal parts in our endeavors . Cool you gotta nigga now that was my mans all undergrad so I’ll keep it brief about you cuz that says it all. Camille like sheesh. You stone cold . You are The epitome of me I ain’t ask you to be here or stay but if you choose you gone love it here. but I actually prayed over you when we kicked it. I saw the flaws in you that were not even flaws. I wanted you to be your biggest fan just like I was . ya know ? And I learned don’t never try to charm yo way outta “I ain’t ready for nothing let’s just be friends“ it means I’m waiting on a nigga to stop treating me like shit so I can be the happy that I WANT TO BE. Not the type of happy anybody deserves . That shit wild Lol this whole post became about Camille but she ain’t have no faults in my feelings . I’m just mad at myself that i can’t even be mad at you for being as stone cold as you were . You literally made me feel like you were going to be there all the time to talk my way through my evil thoughts and my past pains but I think I was just some good ass healing energy man cuz I loved you. Shit I loved all 3 of y’all. I chased cristha for 2 years just for her to finally give me a chance 3 weeks before I crossed and do the one exact thing that I said makes me feel lesser . Like sheesh what if a nigga would’ve “nawl baby I gave you two years catch the train down the line“ You where would be now? I was ready to give my whole neo year away for you and it’s wild cuz ya know I really did give my whole neo year away for you. I never could even like no other woman after you; feel for another woman . But then Camille you came and asked me about a tweet that a bulk of my patnas laughed at me for . it made me think you actually cared about a nigga healing and growth but I know that you maybe did care but that care only seeped to the platonic level for you . We don’t hafta get into the specifics of the encounter but I just wanna know when I tried to distance my self from the whole thing why and the fuck did you make me feel so bad for it? looking back that just showed me how good you were . I gave you my intimacy . And nobody else prally Will. Even though I just be more transparent which brought me to You Domm. My transparency but shit all I did was just let you in for you to just use me to past your Quarantine which is fine I’m always here for a reason and not for seasons ya know ? I only make the seasons cuz I come extra correct . Free entry to the clubs, couple dollars if you ask well I can’t say that bout cristha I was broke asf when I crossed But you was Different you saw exactly what I was gone be in the world and wanted dibs on it and you have yo cake and eat too. Which is selfish . Long story short I let all y’all go and now I can see how cap women have been when I really wanted love them. It’s smooth.