That new durk is fucking amazing .

I want love . Ion want to have to be giving my self to anybody any longer . Ion wanna hafta be trying to push my self or talk my self into feeling it with someone. I don’t want the love where I gotta be the one to always mend the relationship and be the glue that keeps these relationships together. I hate that people act like I’m so disposable in this world man. It’s wild asf to think that I valued seeing somebody today who has once again blocked me out of their life to stroke the ego of another guy. and its fine like I get money(I hate I always gotta use this to help my self come to the terms with the idea that itll never be me but its really because it hurts me to know my spirit is so together but it’s not attractive at all to anybody .) like I get money frfr 1) write 2) party promoter 3) tutor 4) stock investor 5) im getting my masters . Like this be making me think im

ugly (even though I’m not cuz the Pussy don’t be the issues . Exclusivity be hard for me to get like why should I even be competing with other niggas to see if you like me enough to let me be yo nigga after you done been done using all 5 of us) because shid I’m already proven realer and more paid with more potential than all these niggas.