Uncut Gems.

Well today I watched a movie called Uncut Gems it it definitely made me understand which type of characters I want in all of my movies. People who endure and win at the end, but in the grand scheme of things lose. I haven't slept since I saw the movie and it has just set my soul on fire. I don't want to ruin the movie so I won't go into detail, but I just want to say thank you Jesus for letting me stumble onto something so life changing. It taught me that the people you break your neck for and complete strangers can literally have polar intentions for your life. Strangers tend to do the best business. Your friends tend to be your biggest haters. But the ample trying to make something shake is what touched me man. Rooting for KG to cover a fictional bet, and if I was smart enough to realize that the game was best on a real game, I probably wouldn't have got so emotionally invested into the character. I learned that you always have to pull the plug on the things that you have done the background information for without doubts of losing. I was down 20 in a Myteam game in my all-nighter, and I applied this logic and almost beat the guy. I was just happy that I was able to out play a person with an All opal squad, and I thought that was odd seeing as how the life changing movie was an opal at the importance of the movie. It just showed me to bet on myself with all my endeavors man because regardless your self satisfaction of winning and pride and all those things that only matter to you should be the things you die for. Not the money the fame the glory none of that, but only completing your self gratitude of the goals you outlined should matter in your life, and I just want it to make me happy in the end.